So as I sit here at 3 AM in the morning, I finally figured that I should keep up with this blog. I have a voice, sometimes I think its an interesting one and thought that with all these life changes that I have swirling around me, maybe I can help someone whose in a similar boat.
Within the last year I have:
- Lost the most important person in my life.
- Been through major depression and equally major happiness.
- Switched careers.
- Went back to school.
- Gained and lost 15 pounds of fat.
- Moved to a new apartment.
- Had a major health scare.
I’m going to be honest here, I’m having a quarter life crisis. And I’m going to document it as real and as raw as possible. Adulting is hard and I don’t feel like the person I used to be and hopefully I can discover her again, in front of whoever reads this.
There will also be some fun parts:
- Food and health
- Mental health and self care
- Organization and money management
- Beauty and skincare
This blog is going to be me, and not what I try to be in front of the world. I need an outlet – this is it. No more anxiety over “Do my photos look right?”, “Will people like what I say?”, “Am I doing all the social media, SEO and graphics correctly?” “Man, look at that person’s body, life, dog, makeup.”
FUCK IT, I’m going to even curse, cause that’s what I do. If we’re getting really honest, I’m up right now from some bad side effects from this new medication I’m taking for anxiety. FUCK IT.
So as I am procrastinating from doing homework and work work, fog brained as hell, and have some rough indigestion, I hope you can get a feel of how raw this blog will be: as raw as my esophagus on this terrible medication (PS: my doctor will be hearing how miserable I am in the morning).
Thank you for your support, whoever you are.